It has been a crazy three weeks. A lot has happen and i love that i get to share them with you.
Three weeks ago I started my class in identity and we are reading the book “Emotionally Healthy Spiritually” by Peter Scazzero. This book has opened my eyes to things that i was not sure i was doing that I didn’t need to do and also things that I wasn’t doing that I needed to do. This started me off on a path of inner healing.
Then two weeks ago training camp started for me. This was a week long training for going out into the mission field long term (2+ years). The beginning of the week my group was just sitting in the same sessions as the World Racers that were at training camp as well. At first I went into the sessions thinking that I really was not going to learn anything new and that it wasn’t going to have much impact on me. Boy was I wrong. Jesus wrecked me and I mean He wrecked me hard. He showed me things that i needed to let go that I had been holding on to. These things were effecting my relationship with Jesus and my relationship with those around me.
It has been really hard the past few weeks which is why i have not been able to get this blog out. God is bringing up emotions after emotions that i have been hiding and trying not to think about. I was listening to a sermon the other day that was titled “Tattoos.” I was curious as to what they had to say about tattoos since i have some. Well they were not talking about physical tattoos but the mental kind that we imprint on our minds. These things can be anything from saying your stupid, dumb or even fat. Those things we remember and hold onto. When we try to do something it is like we look into a mirror and see those tattoos and they hold us back from doing those things.
The one thing that I have learned through all of this is that those things can become gods in our life and we look to those things to show us what we can and can’t do. So, the one thing I want to leave you with is to let the gods of your life die and replace it with the one true God.
