* How to be Me
In less then 3 days my toes will touch american soil for the first time in 7 months. The Journey officially ends for now. The question I often get is, “are you excited”. Oh more than you know, but I’m not really sure what EXACTLY to feel, or rather -how to explain the feeling of compleat excitement and being terrified all in one- feel. This journey has been long and tough at times but also the most rewarding thing I have ever set out to do. There is a part of me who is afraid to get back into the american lifestyle out of fear that I will sink right back into that 9 to 5 job trying too make ends meat. But there is also a part of me that longs for the normalcy of home… working a 9 to 5 job to have the things that make me feel independent and free. ( Here on KJ we live in community so everything is shared. All the decisions like where we go, how we go, why we go -is all made by someone else. Hence my desired independence ) but the thing that i really cant make sense of is the fear. I have transformed into the whole new person. Free from the bondage I was in when I went on the Word Race a year and a half ago. But i have never tired this “new me” out yet back home. I know I wont go back to being who I was, but who do I do “me” in a place that knew the old me, but might not be ready for the new me? I guess ill just have to show them.
*Whats next
As much as I would like to answer this question I cant. there are so many possibilities, opportunities, and things i should just say yes to… But nothing yet is ringing true. I’m in a bit of a waiting game. Yes, I’m nervous because i don’t really have a way of taking care of myself while trying to keep my schedule open for my passion- Women’s ministry. Yes i could work and do ministry- or whatever at the same time, and I’m so about that… But I want to be what God is about. So I wait on Him. I don’t know whats next. And thats ok.
Friends, pleas pray that my transition is smooth. pray that the Lord will provide all my needs. Pray that Abba would cover me with his mighty wings as I move into this next season. Also, pray that my family and friends are blessed for all there support and Love.
Thank you
Fundraising-
I only have 230 dollars to raise to be fully funded. If i could get 2 people to support 115 dollars to my account, that would be such a blessing to my fundraising journey. I have been so blessed already!
Monthly supporters,
The time has come for your monthly support to come to an end with adventures in missions! Thank you so much for all your help, love and committed giving. You have no idea how your contribution has impacted this side of the world. If you would like to continue giving to my financial needs, please transfer your support to my Paypal account. I could really use the help while I’m on my furlough in the USA! As you know starting all over takes help from all places so thank you for being apart of this experience with me. And ill be in contact with you all again when the next GREAT ADVENTURE comes calling!
Paypal account: Go to Paypal.com and hit the “send link” type in [email protected] and the amount you wish to support and BOOM! your done!
(these moneys will offset the costs for my Mom and Dad until I can get back on my Feet) thank you guys for supporting me as a missionary)
