Goal for 2014 – at the end of 2014 I want to be able to relish in the moment where my goal is seemingly possible. Where I can look back and see the past that haunts me float away like a ship off to sea. I want to see my heart full of life and love and possibility. I want to see my story though it’s hardly beginning stir the hearts of His people, my people and those who don’t believe. I want to know my creator more than I could have ever imagined. I want to see strong holds in my life demolished. I want to know beyond the shadow of a doubt that I AM and the will of the most high king. I want to know that I know that the love I have for missions is from The Lord and that only by his steps will I ever see the full fruit, the whole harvest , the full benefit of what he is doing in me and around me. And my plan to get to this point is to say YES! Just like Katie did (kisses from Katie). Yes to his will and not my own yes to pushing aside friends and fun to make time for communion with my god. Yes for honest and real community even when I don’t wanna be looked at or talked to. Yes to the the crazy ministry ideas that pop into my head that seem incredible yet hardly outweighs the fear. I’m gonna say yes to it all. I look forward to seeing where I’ll be at in a year from now. I think the most exciting part is knowing that my god will be with me. He will walk where I walk he will hurt when I hurt he will sore with me when things that light up my life. He knows my future, and knows the outcome of all of this. And because of that it makes it all that much easer.
