Maybe my motto this week is, A blog a day will keep the fear away. Before training camp I wasn't much of a "journaler" but I spent all last week wanting to write every prayer, thought, and moment down. So, here I am back at home and all I want to do is blog.
Yes, this is my second blog for the week. Yes, I am accepting the fact I may be a little addicted to this. Yes, I realize I am horrible at punctuation and I get excited when typing so I don't spell words correctly and I leave out words. Through all that though I want you to see my heart. So, I am blogging.
Being back at home and going back to the everyday norm hasn't been the easiest process for me this week. I miss my X Squad family, I want to be engulfed in full on no limitations worship like I was there, I want to sleep in my tent and laugh at everything, and I want to be surrounded with people my age who are pursuing God in the same ways I am. As much as I feel not at home here anymore because I got a small taste of what the next 11 months will look like and I am starting to realize God really is who He says He is. I have less than 40 days to love on the important people in my life, make some memories that will go with me through the next year, and to show people that GOD IS THE SAME GOD HERE AS HE IS AT TRAINING CAMP. I have told story after story about how God moved at camp and the whole time I was leaving out the part that he CAN move just as big here.
My heart is so full right now with everything I have to process for this trip. I am still pretty low on funding, yet I know God can and will provide. I want to make sure everything here is taken care of before I leave. I want people to know how much I love them and am thankful for them.
In the next 11 months God is going to shape me, break me, provide for me. He will be the one I depend on, the one I am intimate with. He will be my ultimate prize and my main goal. Everything I do on this trip is for Him and his glory!
I get to spend to spend Christmas day, Thanksgiving day, New years, My 24th birthday, and over a 300 more days taking up my cross daily and following Him. As I travel through these 11 countries I am carrying each person from home and each supporter with me.As much as I grow in Him, I am praying all of you grow in Him too. he is the same here as He will be and is there.
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