Does the LORD ever just show you yourself ? Ever feel like your on the short bus for christian’s? Yeah me too. One of those day’s. The LORD showed me today one of those area’s of my life that’s unyielded problem is it’s a huge area that I’ve never really wanted to deal with or rather alway’s wanted to deal with but have alway’s been afraid of . I ve been biding my time here at the Gateway working and  seeking   GOD.  Then today happen’s ! Yeah it’s raining in Mattamorros.                                    Ever look into the eye’s of pain, or do you shun what’s there and turn away , have you ever dared to press on through and take the hand that could some day be you. I thank you LORD for the depth of pain in my life,(it is truly a gift) through my own depravity. you have shown me what mercy and grace truly are and through your continued guidance you draw me ( unworthy as I am) to you. LORD you remind me that it takes dirt, rain and light for thing’s to grow I just don’t  care for the crap.              Shalom, Hugh.