So close yet so far…
I am bankrupt…
This the end of one season and the beginning of a new chapter…
Why do I even follow Him?
Am I nuts?
I want to serve…
But I need help!
…
Every day we receive the greatest gift of all.
Every day when we wake up, we are alive.
Every day when you open your eyes, you have a choice to make.
Every day you either choose to live like yesterday or to improve and evolve.
Every day you have the opportunity to renew yourself.
Every day I choose the hard path.
Every day I choose the right path.
Every day I follow not my will.
Every day I follow His will for me.
We often hear people say that life doesn’t always offer second chances. I disagree, we are offered thousands of chances. Every day, every second, every moment you have a choice to make. It doesn’t matter what you did 2 seconds ago or 2 years ago. Right now, if you regret that choice you can confess and do penance. Right now, if you want to know your true eternal Heavenly father you can ask Him, shout at Him, cry for Him, work for Him, pray in silence for Him; right now you can change.
How many times do we hear people saying, ‘’If only I had time to…’’or ‘’One day I will…’’; well let me tell you that these people have forgotten ONE SINGLE ABSOLUTE TRUTH…
YOU MIGHT NOT GET TO SEE TOMORROW.
You are not eternal and living in the past or in the future IS NOT LIVING!
I want to go to bed every night telling myself that I could not open my eyes in the morning and not be worried. I want to be at peace with God in my heart at ALL TIMES.
This includes making harsh choices.
In my case it means working in ministry, helping the one in need, doing the work that doesn’t bring me a six figure income, a solid pension plan and a status in society. No, that sounds terrible. It sounds terrifying. I don’t want to live uncomfortably or without security.
Yet, I am choosing to take my cross and walk. To take on the burden of others. To suffer for others. To walk side by side with Jesus and be bold in my life. I don’t want to get to that day when my heavenly Father calls me and standing in front of the Almighty, feeling shame and guilt for all my sins. No … I want to be prepared, with a humble heart, having confess and work hard for penance. I don’t want to come to him as a stranger but as an old friend. As someone who has been by his side all of my life. As someone who even in a world of distractions, sorrows and sin, that has been able to seek and find the Lord. To embrace that treasure with its good and its bad. To take on humanity, shoulder to shoulder with Him and to carry my cross every day. This is what I want, and this is the choice I am making every day when I wake up.
Will you help me, following God’s will? Will you help me on my path to pursue my father? Will you help me, helping others?
My work, is for everyone, free of charge.
