A month ago i was sitting in a bonus chapel at school and i saw a promo video for the World Race, right then and there i knew in my heart i was going to be apart of that, some way, shape, or form. I just assumed it would be in two years when i graduated college. But daddy had other plans, he is ready for me to go now! so i prayed about it for a week and decided to apply. at the time i was only 19 and the acceptance age is 21-35 so i just knew there was no way! well three days before my 20th birthday i had a phone interview and a week later i found out i was accepted for the October 2011 race!! how awesome is that?? it blows my mind every time i think about it!! so from there on i started planning and trying to figure out how in the world im going to get enough money to go on this trip and i became frustrated…but thats where i went wrong..I was planning and I was trying to figure everything out..and all i have to do is trust and have faith and daddy will orchestrate my steps and open every single door! I have to take one day at a time, one second at a time, even one breath at a time. I have to constantly remind myself that daddy is in control and that he is Jehovah Jireh, my provider. I know that the destiny that daddy has for my life is so much more important than the wordly view of success. Who made success into a white house, 3 dogs, and 2 kids??? I would love to settle down one day and have a family but right now, i have to live in the moment and at the moment daddy has BIG plans for me…but i'm constantly asking where do i go from here? and thats when i have to step back and see that daddy is in control! and that is all that matters in the end..I have surrendered my life to him and he is going to take it and show me exactly where to go!! And that makes my heart smile 🙂
