Stayin single.
Raise your hands ladies, if you had fits of excitement when you realized you had to give up what little love life you had for a year? yeah, I'm not raising my hand either. And if you applied for your route several months before launch like me, make that nearly TWO years of awesome singleness.
I didn't even think about it until the sweet voice of the AIM staff on the other line said "Are you in a relationship? No? Okay keep it that way until May 2013, thanks" [I interviewed for TWR in Oct 2011, thats a loooong time]
To be honest, I laughed. I've been single for awhile any how. I had also been praying, beggin God for a husband but Mr. Carmen Alyse wasn't showin up. But like I said in my first blog, I knew God wasn't calling me to my full time dream job (stay at home mom/trophy wife…I have no shame of my dreams) just yet. I knew deep down I needed to live a life of abandonment before I can even think about having a crush.
God did humor me though. The very day I accepted my acceptance for the race, men of God were coming from left and right, wanting to have coffee or so kindly walk me to my car. I mean, really great, handsome fella's who loved the Lord and could say the name Jesus out loud in front of girls. And I had to say "Sorry bout cha luck"
There is absolutely no real point to this blog. I just wanted to say it out loud because girls, we are all thinking it. And if one girl on your squad tries to tell you she isn't, then you need to tell her what the bible says about lying…
However, I do have something to share. This was given to me about a year or so ago when I was realizing The World Race was gonna happen and a Godly marriage wasn't just yet. It's beyond comforting to me and as my Proverbs31 women of H-Squad spend the next 15 days preparing for launch and sorting out emotions, it would be selfish of me not to share. So here ya go…
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone, to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God says to a Christian, “No, not until you are satisfied and fulfilled and content with living and loved by me alone.
I love you my child, and until you discover that only in me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with me, exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings.
"I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow me to give you that most thrilling plan existing, one that you can’t imagine. I want you to have the BEST! Please allow me to bring it to you. You just keep watching me, expecting that satisfaction, expecting the greatest things, and know that I AM. Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you. You must wait!
"Don’t be anxious. Don’t worry. Don’t look around at the things others have received. Don’t look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away up to me, or you'll miss what I want to show you. “And then, when you’re ready, Ill surprise you with love far more wonderful than you would ever imagine. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready (I am working this very minute to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the life I have planned and prepared for you, you wont be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me .. and this is perfect love.
"Dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with myself. Know that I love you utterly, I am God Almighty.
Believe and be satisfied."


-God:)
So in the end ladies, we aren't really making a sacrifice. We're just patiently waiting =]
So why not go to the nations as we wait, right?!
