This past World Race squad will always have a special place in my heart.  Because Tara is on it, there are times that I’ve felt like I’ve been on the journey with them.  Before this group came to the Philippines, I did a little blog stalking and followed their stories, but it was a total different blessing to actually get to spend this past month with them.  I didn’t just get to read or hear about their stories, I got to sit with them and actually hear them.  I love telling someone else’s story, but it’s just a total different experience when you get to hear it straight from them.  Through this year, I’m really beginning to value just listening to someone else.  I’m not the only one with words.

Before this group landed, I already knew a good bit about Mari.  She’s been on Tara’s team since day one and has been heavy accountability for Tara.  Needless to say, I kept a little bit closer watch on Mari than the rest, but again, it was a totally different experience when I actually got to be around her.  After all, since Tara and I couldn’t really hang out one on one, Mari got to tag along for a lot, including Valentine’s Day.  

I watched this month as Mari not only loved and pursued her squad and team, but she just adored our kids and even took care of me.  When the rest of the squad took off for adventures, she filled the back to back baby shifts.  When everyone else was exhausted after dinner, she hung around and did the dishes.  And when Tara and I just wanted to hang out, she brewed a pot of coffee and hung around.  There were even a few times when she just asked if she could pray over me and what was ahead.  I’ve seen different forms of love throughout my life, and Mari did an incredible job of personifying our most important commandment.

The one thing I love about being around Mari is that it’s evident her love for others around her is never eclipsed by her love for God.  I’ve heard her testimony and a little about her life back home, and the only way she knows how to love is from God.  Everything else is just an overflow.  She’s a good sister to have around.

I knew this goodbye would be a tough one, but as I read her blog from today, it was obvious she still loved God first.  He’s calling her on, and she’s responding.  It’s never easy to leave a place you give your heart to, but if God calls we need to respond.  I’ll share her words with you below.  If you want to follow any more of her journey, go here, it wouldn’t be a bad idea.  She’s a good one to have around…

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I wish I could stay. But I know I can’t. I can’t because God is leading me and I have to follow.

The time I got to spend with the babies and toddlers was truly a gift. I feel blessed and privileged because God entrusted me with his most precious possessions. It was such an honor that I was able to love these kids for one month. I’m overwhelmed that God would use me to share his love. I can’t believe that this is my life.

Please pray for Kids International Ministry and all of my babies: Merry Joy, Mary Grace, John Carlo, Caleb, Hannah Leah, Glen Mark, Andrew, and Kenneth. Also keep P-squad in your prayers this next month. Love you all.