Well now that you’ve used the bathroom and got a sandwich, here is the second story that Rapi shared with me about her walk with God:
“So when I was 25 years old, I don’t
remember about my birthday. But when my birthday come. I had a
dream. I saw sun and moon, and moon ate the sun. And the moon moved
to the stars. The stars fell down halfway and were wooden. And when
the wood fell down more it became ash. And when I looked and saw, I
saw my mom. And she stand outside. And I tell my mom, “oh mom,
you have to be careful. Please come back in the home.” And when I
told my mom this I went outside a little bit, so I could check to see
if everything is alright. But it’s everything is dark. But in the
darkness a light came down to me from heaven. And I saw people go to
heaven. I saw them go through a gate and then up very high stairs.
When I saw this I wanted to go with the people. But when I started
towards them it felt like I was pushed back. I tried 2 times. It
made me wonder why I couldn’t go inside. So I realized I needed to
pray. And I pray, “God I want to go inside, but I realize there
are things in my life that you are not happy with. Please forgive
me.” So when I finished praying, I had to try to go again. And
this time I made it. But when I go inside, I cannot see people but I
can hear someone come to talk in my ear. He said, “follow me now.”
And I listened to him and I followed him. And he bring me to a very
big fire. And he told me that I could put my foot in the fire. And
I try just a little bit. But it burned me, I say”Oh no, I do not
want to go.” And he say now I have to bring you to go to
someplace. And I follow him again. I came to some stairs. And on
the stairs I saw 3 men sitting on the stairs. But the second man had
a very bright light over his head. And I saw 2 groups of people, one
group was on the right and one was on the left. The group on the
left were sad and crying. The group on the right was happy and
walking up the stairs that I wanted to go. The man didn’t have me
sit on the left or right with the people, but in the middle. I saw 2
people with a book in their hands. I asked, “what is in the books
in their hands?” “The books have everyones name in it”, [he
said]. [He continued,] “One day when people die and they have to
stand in front of Jesus, they have to check people’s names.
Everything that they did in life, both good and bad, is in the
books.” I asked, “what is the name of the book?” He said,
“the books of life and death. Those whose names are in the book of
life can go up there. And when you have name in the book of death
[and] die they go to the place where you put your foot [in the
fire].” I asked him, “Do I have my name in the book?” He
said, “No you’re name is not in the book. Because your job is not
finished now. And it is not yet your time now.. Now you have to go
back and tell people what you have seen.” But I say, ” No, I
want to go up there, I don’t want to go back.” But he said, ”
No, now I give job to you and I give to your hand. You have to tell
people about everything you have seen here.” And when he told me
this three times, I turned around and with his finger he pushed me
away. Now I am back to the place where I couldn’t get in at first.
I see 2 men there, with spears guarding the entrance. When I wake up
I remember that it is my birthday. It makes me think that God has
called me to go and be an evangelist to people. And this is a
present from God to me.”
I hope you enjoyed reading about how much God loves His children and desires a relationship with us. Rapi and her husband go to villages in northern Thailand spreading the gospel of hope and love. Through their ministry God has saved and brought entire communities to Him. If God has spoken to your heart and want to financially support their ministry or even possibly team up with them you can contact them at [email protected]. So I hope that you can walk boldly forward knowing that God loves you and isn’t just sitting in heaven letting things happen, but is speaking and pursuing you. Thank you God.
