I haven’t blogged in a while. The last time I wrote I was experiencing pain in my body. I decided flying back to America was the best choice for myself. I left my squad in Albania and flew to London then back to America. I was nervous to come back home and it was hard leaving C-squad and my life I had established traveling constantly since January. It did not feel normal flying alone all by myself with no familiar faces. I came home and immediately got into doctors appointments to find results. It of course took way longer than any of us have anticipated. I really thought I’d be back with my team about now. As I’ve been home I’ve been wondering to why I am here. At first being away from my missions trip I felt like I’d miss a lot and be left out of the loop. Apart of me just wanted to hop on a plane and return but I know I’m at home for a reason. I don’t know what it is but everything has a purpose.
Being back I’ve been blessed to spend time with very special people. Getting to talk about things I never would’ve gotten the chance to. I’ve gotten to talk to my family more and spend time with them. I’ve also talked to others who’ve been dealing with chronic pain in their body and as I’ve been able to relate to them in a way I’ve had a chance to encourage them and pray for them. These are just a few reasons to maybe why I returned home. Maybe after all it isn’t really even about me.
I’m grateful for such a supportive group of people who have been following me and my journey since day one. My passion is to help, encourage and love on people who desire it. I know I don’t have to be all the way in Africa (at the moment) to be a light and encourager to others. Where ever I set my feet I’ll leave a mark.
I do miss my team and squad. They’ve been so supportive for my decision to return home. If The Lord lays it on your heart to sponsor myself or any of my other teammates I encourage you to do so.
Thank you everyone
Love, Margaret Poch
