I constantly think about where I was years ago, how much I've changed. I think about where I was 5 years ago. I would constantly believe the lies that people of this world would say to me. I would believe that I needed to wear makeup in order to be beautiful, I needed to be in a relationship in order to feel protected and loved, Youre too skinny, you're never going to get married or have children of my own, you're never going to be successful, you're annoying, you're laugh is obnoxious, no one likes you, you don't have any friends that genuinely care about you. All these lies that I've been told years ago. But what does God think of me? You Are beautiful, makeup is just covering up on what's really beautiful, I'm your Protector and you are loved by me. No one can take that away from you, you are beautiful just how you are, size doesn't define beauty, I have a plan for you whether that's getting married or Glorifying me with your singleness, You are successful with what I have placed in your life, I love you no matter what, I care about you. God is truth and does love me for who I am.
The enemy still tries to get me to believe those lies, but I need to remember what God has told me and really believe it every time the enemy want to destroy me and make me feel like I'm worthless. That is not what God thinks of me.
God is working in me on this. It's a difficult time yet beautiful.
Im learning Alot through it. It's opening my eyes as a reminder of what is really important living on earth. Living the day to day life. One of the big things I'm learning at this age is to be fully content on being single and guarding my heart. Singleness is an important time. A time to fully devote my whole heart to God.
