So I began reading this book called Forgotten God last Friday and I just can’t put it down! Ever since I picked it up my life has been completely enveloped by the Holy Spirit. He has put new things on my heart, that are changing me as a person, and I want to share it with you all.
I have lived my live guided by fear. I was afraid of what people would think about me at school, how they would judge me, I was afraid of being rejected by others because of who I was and Who I believed in. A life of following Christ requires relinquishing those fears when they do come. It means refusing to let your fears of what others think, your fears of rejection, keep you from pursuing the truth about the Holy Spirit and whatever else God is teaching you or calling you too. The Lord challenges use to Suffer Persecutions and Confess Him! We are Warriors of Christ! He lives inside us all! Now when I breathe, I can feel the power of the Holy Spirit alive inside of me! It is the greatest feeling I have ever felt. I am so sure of who I am and Who I believe in that I WANT God to have me suffer persecutions just so I can confess Him! I desire it so much! Jezzee it is the weirdest feeling but it is the BEST! I have desired to live so that I am truly submitting to the Spirit’s leading on a daily basis! And I finally feel that way!!!
God you are so good! I couldn’t help but end today with some powerful worship and then being able to glorify you through my blog has just been the best! I want to thank you for breaking my fears, which I have had for so long! I feel your presence more than ever before and I can’t wait to see what you have in store for me tomorrow! I want to thank you for the team you have placed me with. They just continue to be such a blessing to grow in community with. They are becoming more and more like my real family every single day. I know our friendships will continue to grow forever and our love for you God will continue to grow even Greater! Thank you for all the orphanages we get to volunteer at. I pray that you just give us words of affirmations tomorrow to speak over all the little kids. Thank you so much God
Amen.
