Another month has passed and things are getting really real.
Graduation is less than a month away (May 6th) and I cannot wait to walk across that stage! I’m not sure how it is all going to get done though, all the homework and loose ends that need to be tied up before I pack up and move back off campus for the last time EVER.
This last Saturday was my big fundraiser (The Not So Silent Auction) here in Orange County. It went swimmingly! I felt so much support from my community, family who traveled from out of town, church family, nanny families, and my dear friends from school. All of these people gave of their time and effort to really be there for me and this mission. I’m still crunching the numbers and receiving more donations as we speak, but the grand total raised was (about) $3000!!! God is providing in the most unexpected ways!! Financially, spiritually, emotionally, it’s amazing. Granted, the hard truths are hitting too.
I broke down last week, calling my mom crying because I am realizing how much I really am giving up to go on the race. Yes, I’ll miss Chick-Fil-A and the convenience of Target and Starbucks on the corner of every other street, but what about my alone time? And being there for my sister in her third year of college? When my brother gets his next belt in Jiu Jitsu.. or for my best friend in her first year of marriage. With such a large chapter in my life coming to a close, I realize that I’m grasping onto every little thing I may or may not miss out on. The sacrifice is weighing heavy and it seems to be crushing the joy and excitement of it all.
How did Jesus savor every last moment with His disciples before His ultimate sacrifice? How did He remain faithful and constant in those times when even those closest to Him would soon betray Him? How did He not go crazy from how alone He must have felt?? True sacrifice.
We have the best example to follow. And He is there, carrying the weight with us.
I am SO grateful for my teammates because even from the many different states, countries, and time zones they are in, we are all dedicated to creating this family via technology. Were able to pray, encourage, and support each other on a daily basis (literally, my phone is always going off haha). Our group message has really been my saving grace at times. Thank you Fam!
Also, Thank you to those that are continually keeping up with these blogs, I love hearing that you guys actually read them! Please continue to pray for my team and I as we prep because once summer hits, time is going to fly and July 29th will come quickly.
“Praises for Preschoolers”
(A section devoted to specific praises & a reminder of all the Preschoolers & families that support me)
I am praising God for supportive parents. Although we are separated by distance, my mom and dad are constantly asking how I am doing and how they can help in this process. Sometimes that open ear is ALL I need. Thank you to my mom who always has something encouraging to say, even when I don’t want to hear it or when you’re terrified for me but push me to reach for the stars! Thank you to my dad for driving to So Cal for the auction this past weekend and just being such a supportive presence.
XOXO
