Ashley Huizenga is a racer on the  January 2010 race, serving in Cambodia.  She created this video and shares as she learns more of who God is and just how big he is.


 
There’s this song written by Matt Redman
called seeing you. My favorite line speaks about breathing God in and
breathing out His praise. As simple and natural but essential as a
breath is, so is God. Although, I never really got the chorus which
says;
worship starts with seeing you
 
worship starts with seeing you

 

our hearts respond to your revelations

sure the progression made sense to me, we respond to revelations and
seeing God –> worship. But as I’m singing about this process and
already worshiping, why are my words about starting it. Shouldn’t I
already be in it.

I’d always resolve to shrug it off as something not fully understood
and worshiped anyway hoping one day to understand.

 
Before I left and at training camp, I saw God in a very different
way spiritually and I was really questioning Him and the people around
me on the authenticity of it all. What God whispered into my ear was
that my conceptions of Him aren’t Him. Sure they may contain a portion
of who He is, but He is so much more. Then He asked me, what if my
comfortable idea of Him changed, would I allow my mind to be
open…truly open to how big God might let me in on His being as I live a
life serving and experiencing Him.
 
That’s one small perspective I left with.
On this trip God started to let me in on a few truths concerning Him.
He to show me a bit more about how
great/big/different/creative/fun/loving/etc He is.
And it’s true that worship starts by seeing Him. What I knew
worship to be before I left and what it is now are two very different
things.
Seeing Him.
Truly seeing Him, will change your everything