Well after my graduation being last week and now
preparing for the launch of my mission being Jan 10th a
lot of thoughts, worries and fears are starting to hit me.
This past week I moved back into the room I had in my
parents house when I was in High School and its weird!!!
Moving back in and sorting out all my things has been really difficult because I know this isn’t my bed, closet or home. Its my parents house, my parents bed, and my parents heat im just blessed enough to have all of it for me to use. This is temporary and it is not where I will be sleeping for the next 11 months of my life. I moved out of my house in Las Cruces, Farmington is just a place I stay not my home and for the next 11 months I will be sleeping on floors, benches, and in rooms that dont belong to me. IM HOMELESS!!!!!!!!! 
IM HOMELESS but have a place to sleep,
IM HOMELESS but have food to eat,
IM HOMELESS but have love from friends,
IM HOMELESS but have joy in my heart,
IM HOMELESS but have a LOVING GOD,
IM HOMELESS but dont have to freeze at night,
IM HOMELESS but dont have to worry about my safety,
IM HOMELESS but sleep well and comfortable,
Im HOMELESS but still have hope and passion,
IM HOMELESS but have clean clothes on my back,
IM HOMELESS BUT HAVE LOVE FROM CHRIST!!!!
I have a God who provides and will make sure I live out what he has called me to do.
I want to live this next 11 months realizing that nothing is mine anymore. It never was and never will be. I just use the things I have and need to remember that nothing I have will last forever but my salvation and the salvation of all the people that come to CHRIST around the world. Im so glad I have a warm sleeping bag and will have clean clothes to wear(especially underwear)!!!
GOD IS LOVE!!!
