Support is in his Hands!!!!

Today I worked on 3 things. At my job I closed and cleaned and cleaned some more before I got out of there and that was hard because Im new and dont have the order down yet. So I got of work and started working on more support letters and sending out as many as possible. That is one of the hardest things in casting vision for friends and family because its just a few pieces of paper that really my team get to see. They dont get to go with me to these 11 different countries(but if the could that would be great), they dont get to see with their eyes what we do over seas, but the do get to help cast my vision to others through Christ and their support. It is so hard trusting God through this process because i feel like its all on my shoulders and I can only do so much ya know? Then I went to lead my mens bible group and that really helped me put into perspective not only does God have this whole things in his hands but he LOVES SO MUCH that his some was put to death and that support from him for us is amazing!!!So no matter how many times I doubt, no matter how many times I cry, or grow angry God has this whole tings set in place and by him I will GO ON THE WORLD RACE!!!