I apoligize in advanced for the lack of visual appeal in this specific blog. I am writing it at work from my phone. Not the glamorous way to write a blog, but as I was sitting here God started convicting me for my lack blogging on training camp. To be honest, I have been avoiding it because I haven’t quite processed it yet, but what the heck!! Here I go…..
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I am at the airport in Los Angeles waiting for my flight to Atlanta, and I realize something must be terribly wrong with me. I feel completely numb towards the fact that I am finally on my way to training camp after nearly a year. I am numb to the fact that I will be meeting my new family in Christ. Numb to the fact that this crap is actually real. I mean I’m suppose to be excited right. I’m suppose to me nervous. I’m suppose to feel something…… yet I’m sitting on the plane and I feel absolutely nothing. It doesn’t make sense.
