I'm going to be very real with you guys so you know what's really going on. Within the last few days we've left ministry, moved to a beach and tented there, had team changes, been on three flights-about to be on the fourth one, and currently on yet another 12 hour layover. I will finally be in Thailand in less than 24 hours. I have jumped 12 hours due to time changes and have not laid down for a nights rest in four days.
Team changes was surprisingly rough for me. I went from having two men and four other women to having five women and no men. That's right folks, an all girl team. I have so much security in men and simply click with them better so this is a tough transition for me. I know God wants me to get over my steriotypes of women and become better in that way because my mindset is not how it should be when it comes to that. I am not exactly a feminist, so this will be challenging.
Asia will be challenging for me as well. My heart is not exactly there for Asia yet which I know God will change. I really wanted to do former sex slave ministry but that isn't what we are ending up doing. Isaiah 55:8 says "My thoughts are not your thoughs and neither are your ways my ways" declares the Lord. I must give everything to God because his thoughts aren't my thoughts. God has a purpose for these things in which my smaill mind doesn't understand yet.
Please pray for unity in my new team, for God to show me the purpose for the current new transitions, and for my squad who all went through team changes as well.
One of our girls went home due to not having the funds, so I am extremely thankful for those who have supported me- especially the big amounts the last few days. You are keeping me here. You are contributing to the kingdom. God is using you to make change. Thank you all. Thank you for your prayers.
