To Repent (re pent) : to feel sorry, self-reproachful, or contrite for past conduct; regret or be conscience-stricken about a past action, attitude, etc.

I hope that this level of Truth, vulnerability and thirst for the “promises of God” convinces my brothers and sisters to reflect on their lives and repent for what’s keeping Christ from fully using you in His army as you’ve been designed. Ask that He may reveal the “blind spots” to you and guide you through this life in Spirit and in Truth. For anyone who stumbled upon this as a  non-believer I hope that the authentic voice of this message convicts you of the need for something deeper, more personal and real that calls to your deeper eternal spirit of community and relatedness in Him as a son/daughter of the Father.
 
May my revelatory, transparency and desire for His word bring truth and inspire someone else without condemnation, but rather conviction to bring attention to the need for change and the promise of freedom possible when darkness meets light. (Matthew 11:30) “My yoke is easy and my burden is light.” May this not only lighten your burden, but encourage us to daily take up His yoke and leave our mess of confusion, frustration, self-actualization and temptation behind in exchange for a life of freedom, forgiveness and faith-filled opportunities to see Him.
 
I repent for the things I’ve done…When I shouldn’t have done them.

I repent for the things not done…when I knew what to do.

I repent for the thoughts I had when I shouldn’t have thought them.

I repent for the things said when I knew I shouldn’t have said them.

I repent for not taking my “Christian” walk as serious as His walk.

I repent for complaining about the often rocky mountains I have to climb in life without realizing how much more difficult it would be to climb a smooth mountain.

I repent for being less than what He’s called me to be.

I repent for leaving many unsettled conversations between You and I because it was getting too deep, too close, too real.

I repent for not living up to “Sonship” and the promise given to those who believe.

I repent for not acknowledging how small I am and walking on my own in places I have no business and crying out to you like a scared little boy begging for you to come and save me.

I repent for not taking every opportunity to share the gospel with “Christians and Non-Christians alike”

I repent for using your name in vein

I repent for doubting your sovereignty and questioning your mercy while challenging your authority

I repent for calling myself a Christian without bearing good fruit.

I repent for letting the same tongue that would praise you curse my brother.

I repent for letting the things of this world shape and mold my thoughts

I repent for caring more about man then You.

I repent for caring more about myself then You.

I repent for caring more about what society thinks about me then who You know me to be.

I repent for placing other people, temporary things and self over You.

I repent for assuming that my Christian walk was solid and my name written in the book of heaven when I got baptized, spoke the sinners prayer, and contributed living my comfortable life of confused sin. Instead of challenging myself to question my thoughts, actions and emotions in a world that constantly gave false idols, false testimonies and false prophecies and never died for me.

I repent for taking this one life lightly and reflecting on “all the time I have” while neglecting to consider “all the time I don’t have”.

I repent for assuming that because I prayed a prayer, I’m going to heaven.

I repent for following the crowd of watching things, listening to things, wearing things and loving things of the world and not realizing for myself what Christianity really means.

I repent for any words of “false wisdom” shared from a “false prophet” seeking significance, attention and position for the sake of a cheap thrill and glory of men.

I repent for not loving you enough to tell you the truth about me

I repent for not loving me enough to share my heart with You honestly.

I repent for not telling You the truth about who You are for me.

I repent for showcasing on my love for you instead of basking in Your love for me.

I repent for calling women any other name “ezer kenegdo” [sustainer]

I repent for not treating any woman less than the crowing glory of all creation

I repent for not growing in holiness

I repent for allowing the majority of my life to be the minority of my Christian walk
 
I repent for not supporting the local church
 
I repent for not supporting missionaries
 
I repent for not taking your call of help for orphans and widows personally

I repent for clapping at Christian seminars and playing church while not listening to the convictions of the Holy Spirit

I repent for taking communion with a dirty heart

I repent for every time I bent the rules, flexed the standards and challenged the law to see if I could straddle the fence just long enough to get noticed

I repent for spiritual comparison

I repent for spiritual blaspheme against The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit

I repent for loving myself more then loving the call on my life

I repent for being a coward in the midst of a challenge that I’m fully equipped for but dependent upon self to get through

I repent for going into battle daily without my armor

I repent for taking tithing as a personal preference versus a scriptural reverence

I repent for proclaiming Christianity, but not claiming Christ

I repent for not giving away this life I have with reckless abandonment to share your good news and my testimony as if my life depends on it

I repent for not just sin, but not claiming sonship

I repent for not realizing that it’s not just sin, but the identity that apart from you I’ve never done anything but sin

I repent for loving the things that You hate

I repent for letting my eyes, my heart and my soul be infected with sinful media, slanderous talk and vicious actions

I repent for singing songs of praise while you cry for my deceitful heart

I repent for wearing a cross around my neck while having pre-mature and pre-marital sex

I repent for taking a life into my own hands

I repent for walking alone and denying your help countless times

I repent for not truly understanding what “born-again” means while using the verbiage, taking advantage of the emotional “feel-good” perks and walking in a false sense of security based on a shallow understanding of what a Savior really is

I repent for having too thin of skin that I can’t take the Truth

I repent for seeking “seeker-friendly” churches, relationships and opportunities and not being bold about sharing my relationship with The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit as if I truly have a love for my fellow brother

I repent for calling myself saved and not walking in sanctification

I repent for allowing the Enemy to have control over actions, thoughts and words

I repent for believing more in me then in You

I repent for not continuing to repent daily for sins, but daily asking for Your blessings

I repent for believing more in myself than you

I repent for replacing You with scripture, songs and best-sellers and not realizing that although I may be able to cast out demons in your name and raise the dead, do I know You?

I repent for striving to gain good favor and entrance into the kingdom as a believer without understanding that there is no higher price paid than the life One gave for all.

I repent for trying to create a false fire and a false excitement around myself and distracting from the work that Your doing in me

I repent for claiming to be a radical Christian without revering my parents

I repent for believing that wearing a radical t-shirt and listening to Christian music makes me radical in You

I repent for taking advantage and acknowledgement of the blessings you’ve given me

I repent for using language that causes my brothers and sisters to question how I claim One, but sound like the other

I repent for not being a “good” ambassador for the Kingdom

I repent for not being a sold out ambassador for You

I repent for not knowing the word of God

I repent for wishing security, comforts and safety over a passion filled life of persecution and promise for His name sake

I repent for partaking in activities that were unfruitful for You

I repent for not taking the covenant of relationship and the beauty of community with you

I repent for caring what others think of me over what You’ve called me to be

I repent for replacing the adventure of a life in You with a shallow life of temporary comfort and self-reflective efficiency in this world

I repent for doubting you in all things seen and unseen

I repent for getting in Your way and trying to be You for me

I repent for my own brokenness due to a separation from you

I repent for not comparing myself to scripture when I sought understanding and instead settled for comfort in numbers. The path to righteousness is not only narrow, but leads to a narrow gate

I repent for every time I’ve taken communion without realizing what I’ve done and in that I brought poison to the body and death to my spiritual walk leading to blindness in my physical walk.

This is an brief account of the many things that I’ve done over the short vapor called “my life” that desire a deeper response for the price paid for my life. The cross, a symbol known world wide, is not a sign of how much man is worth, but rather a lonely reminder of how depraved we are and how the only thing that could save us from us is God’s one and only Son – Jesus. Jesus did not come to save us for us, but from us.
 
When will we fully embrace the call to show up with hearts in hand and tears streaming begging for forgiveness and thirsting His will above all else. Words may fail and tears may come, but His promise is unchanging. May we walk in that freedom in knowing that there is more work to be done and it all begins with a sincere promise that doesn’t waver as the ocean flows, but rather acts as a solid foundation for Truth and the church of Christ to be built so that as the day nears and the narrow path clears your on the right side of the promise of God. (John 10:10 says ” I came that you may have life, and have it abundantly) I ask you now…please read the verse 3 times in your head and then another 3 times in your heart and ask yourself…”which side of the comma are you on? Did you come to have life? Or did you come to have life more abundantly? The way you answer that question will challenge the way you live your life. I hope we all find the courage to repent and stare the Enemy in the face of it’s many masked personalities knowing that Kingdom is coming and His will shall be done on earth as it is in heaven. There I shall receive my promise of “abundant life”, how about you?