"Punch Satan in the face"
These past two weeks I have felt really worn out! I work two jobs along with doing all the things needed to get ready for this trip! And I am a person who LOVES my sleep… I mean I am a bear… I can sleep for a good 15 hours easly . And yet I have not been able to sleep well at alllll these past two weeks! So here lately I been so under the weather! My body has been in zombie mode and wants to shut off for a good few hours, but I mean come on! I am going on an 11 MONTH mission trip. Why on earth would I shut down and take it easy for when I will be doing WORK for 11 months straight! I am sorry Satan, I am not going to stop! I am going to keep pushing! I am only a few weeks away from flying to launch! Working two jobs is well worth the fight! I am called to be on this trip, BUT I WORK hard to HONOR the blessings that He gives me! NOTHING GOOD COMES EASY! So Satan… I am sorry that you think just because you make my body tired and slightly sick that I will stop using my hands and feet for His Kingdom. You are wasting your time! I am going to continue to fight for the countries I am serving!
So when God gives a calling…. and your working hard for it…. and the time comes to where your body just wants to give up…. or things seem to hard… just keep GOING! "if we are rooted in Jesus..there is no wind that can break us"!!! So for all my brothers and sisters on E squad and the fellow squads. We are so CLOSE to LAUNCH!!! Keep pushing! Keeping sharing your story! Keep doing work! All the provision will come!
And on a side note… If you are called to do something…. and you are sitting on your butt and not doing anything… do not expect Him to put things on your lap. Let your actions match your words. There should be no laziness in His kingdom of kings and queens. We are the HANDS and FEET!! So stay persistant. Keep pushing.Stay strong. Be the women and men He made us to be! Keep your eyes on Him! Keep focus! Stay in the moment. Never get to far ahead of yourself. Expect big things from a big God, but be hard working hands and feet for Him so He can shine and show off THROUGH you!
