I
believe in a King that is not of this World!
 
 A
lot has happened over the past few days. 
 I
have not felt settled much at all. 
We
have been all over the place.
 
I
have been in the most intimate situations (crammed between two men on a
motorbike, flying around the streets of Kampala, Uganda or crammed into a
Matatu, a van with all of my baggage or just packed in general).
 
 
 
My
body has felt pretty tired and sick and my mind has followed in suit.
I
have allowed fear to creep into me in a couple instances.
Maybe
even my “bad attitude” (Kay and Banko you cannot comment) has played into a few
situations.  I love you guys, thanks for doing life with me!
 
 
 
Thanks
for fighting through my meeping!
 
Because
the truth is, I am choosing JOY!
 
My
heart is crying out for Kennedy, my fifteen year old friend who lives in the
streets of Nairobi and told me about getting beat up in the park in the middle
of the night and for the man Ryan talked to when we were getting our Visas for
Uganda, who felt like he had nothing else to live for.   My heart is yelling for hope in
the darkest of places. 
 
 
 
I
choose joy! I choose to worship! I
choose Victory!
(thank you Passport Immersion for a never ending tune floating
around my head!)
 
Perhaps
the question I ask most is, “Why me!”
 
But
I know and you know as well. Why
not me, why not you, it really is not about us at all, it is all about Him!
 
We
serve a King not of this world!
 
I
believe He uses me in this world!
 
I
received an email the other day from a lady I had invited to church in
Nairobi. She talked about what a
Godsend it was to now be involved in a community of believers! Truth is God is moving, He does move
and He will continue to move if I continue to move!
 
I
am shifting from “Perhaps the Lord will act on our behalf!” to “Spirit’s
moving, did that just happen?”
 
Oh but I am a vessel
rocked upon the waves
sometimes feeling as though
I am going to over turn
The journey is not easy
But the reward is worth it
When the Son rises in the
morning
So do I..
I don’t claim to know what
the ocean might hold
But I also don’t remain tied
to the dock
 
My
prayer today is that I experience the fullness of God in every way!
 
My
sails are opened and the sun is on my horizon…
 
Take
me where you will have me be, King Jesus!
 
“Praise
the Lord.
Praise
the Lord, O my soul.
I
will praise the Lord all my life;
I
will sing praise to my God as long as I live.”
 
-Psalm
146:1-2