Sorry I’ve disappointed you by not blogging or posting stories……will you settle for an apology for leaving you out of what the Lord is doing in me.


 


Sometimes we don’t have words to explain a situation or condition so we don’t talk about it.


Loosing ones self to find your identity is not an easy or pleasant thing. We humans don’t like to discuss unpleasant things especially when they are happening to us. 🙂


 


suffice it to say I am fine (other than the broken crown and the new dental work) God has been very good to me….I am now in Gordan’s Bay, south Africa, which is a suburb of Capetown.  I am staying at a house on the hill so I can see the sunset everyday over the Bay….the Lord knows that’s one of my favorite things in creation.  He has given me something new every day, no two the same.  (I have lots of pictures) 


 


I am truly falling in love with my team, each person unique and beautiful. The Lord has revealed to me what grace really is and how we walk more fully in his grace when we more freely give grace to others. His love the same, the more we extend it the more we experience it.


 


do I sound preachy….I don’t mean to, I just want so badly for each of us to discover for ourselves what the Abba Papa has to give us; how very much really loves each of us.  We can’t work for it,  


pay for it, or earn it by anything we do or don’t do.  Nothing we can do will make Him love us any more or any less, whether we choose to follow him or not.   Do I have that kinda love, grace, patience…..not in my own strength but through HIM we have the same power and authority that raised Jesus from the dead…..there is nothing we can’t do through and in HIM who is the Great I AM.


 

It’s like the “church” being the CHRUCH……we have to walk in His love and grace as individuals in order for the body to come together as the church, caring, supporting, providing for, and really loving others regardless of being paid back, rewarded or even being acknowledged.  Because we do it out of love for HIM, through HIS spirit and not in our own power.