“Like the birth of a baby or the opening of a rose, the birth of the true self takes place in God’s time.   We must wait for God; we must be awake, we must trust in His hidden action within us,”  James  Finley

What is the Lord doing? Why have you called me to this place, at this time?  Have I missed something along the way that would better equip me for this?

if you’ve been keeping up with the bloggs of Jan WR 2008 bloggs, you know that the Lord has been fast at work, in our hearts and in the people around us.

Honestly, sometimes I lay down at nite and think did I misread you Lord? Did you really call me here, with these people?  What is my purpose, How can I best serve you?  
I see team members receive the spirit in ways I’ve only heard of in the book of Acts. I see team members gifts coming to life and growing daily.
I know He has gifts for me and I know I will grow into them yet at times that middle child syndrome shines through “what’s wrong with me?”  At that point His voice comes through very clearly  You are my child, I created you just has you are, I love you and you are cherished right now, the way you are; just keep seeking, you’ll find me when you search with your whole heart”.

“I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope.”   Psalm 130:5