i had a really long, drawn out version of this in my mind that i planned to type out… but alas, i have decided against that. i’ve narrowed it down to a simply complex thought, which goes as follows:
i’ve heard the call of God described as being so strong that it feels as if you live differently you just might die. i’d have to say that i agree with this. i don’t know where it came from (aside from God) or why it did, i just know that if i don’t answer i’ll be doing God, and consequentially myself, a great disservice. essentially, i just want to be a tool to further the Kingdom. i want to lose myself in the love and service of others, and ultimately God, and i’m really excited for the amazing opportunity to do just that provided by the world race. 🙂