Within this last week I’ve realized, I’m depending far too much on my own plans and preparations. And in a way I have let my mood dictate what I’m going to do and to what extent. I’ve found myself overwrought with anxiety about balancing the various things going on in life.
I was at a breaking point…
I needed to rid myself of strongholds and instead spend some quality time with God. The first strong hold…the Television. What has started as one show to watch with the girls, turned into a Sunday evening of shows, became a habit of needing background noise, that led to watching random shows even infomercials. I needed that time to spend with the Lord, so Monday this realization became an action. Wednesday it became official as part of Lent. I want to see
Derek become Danny Zuk
o in
Grease, your the one that I want, I want to know if Meredith lives in
Grey’s Anatomy, I want to see…the list could go on…like I said, it’s become too much.
I don’t know how many times I’ve sung the following chorus, but it is perfectly pertinent to now and how I need to live, how we all need to.
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more”
~Relient K
