Beloved Soul mate,
Hello my beautiful lover. My sweet Jesus, what a tremendous gift you are to me. How I yearn to be with you. I can’t begin to put into words the longing I have for you. I came on the World Race in a desperate attempt to find you my precious Savior. Not only have you been near me, you have overwhelmed me with love and compassion these past two months. Your presence is never far and you are so faithful that I often find myself weeping in joyous realization of your constant love. How beautiful you are my glorious companion. Precious Jesus, I cannot thank you enough for all you do and for your fidelity. What a delicious reality it is to know you love me so unconditionally, literally without conditions or requirements. Your love for me stretches beyond understanding and although you know my every thought, every flaw, every sin and failure you never waver in your faithful love. What a glorious gift my magnificent romancer. Not only have you shown me how you love me my beautiful King but you have taught me so many, many things and we’re only two months in. How eager I am to know what it is that you will teach me through the rest of this journey with you. I will wait; wait on you Lord, for all things are completed in your perfect time. Precious Redeemer of my heart, thank you for what you have taught me these past two months. Father, thank you for showing me what your heart looks like. My heart longs for your heart and I long to be like you, in all things my perfect partner. Thank you Lord for showing me where I am weak and for giving me your strength in this weakness. Thank you sweet Jesus for allowing me to walk in freedom and forgiveness. You tell me to put down my chains and let my shame be consumed by your Holy Grace. Those chains are not mine to carry, for you have picked them up and bore them in my place. Magnificent Savior, irreplaceable lover of my soul, I thank you for showing me what it means to walk in dependence with you. Although I struggle to release control of my life, you are so gentle as you remind and encourage me to trust in you. You have delicately shown me that walking with you in dependence is more gorgeous than I ever could have imagined. What a breathtaking moment it is when I sit with you in obedience and dependence; I need it, I need you. I need you so much sweet Jesus it is overwhelming at times….my longing for you is all consuming and I don’t want to be anywhere besides in your loving arms. I thank you for standing with arms wide open, never closing them. You have never failed me and never will you Lord. To learn what it means to wait on you Father is a precious lesson. I promise to wait on you, in full dependence my gracious Redeemer. You are love Jesus. You are faithful beyond compare and you are prefect in all your ways. How you so gently teach me what it means to look more like you. Thank you Lord for your compassion, for your strength, for your guidance and for the fellowship you have provided. Thank you Holy Spirit for loving me and pouring into me. Without you I’d be lost and completely empty. Without you precious lover I would be nothing. You have brought me life; you are my life. I will be faithful to you, oh faithful one. I will search for you for the rest of eternity Lord and I cannot wait to sing praises to you for all of time. Thank you precious Jesus for loving me, for teaching me, for hearing me, for pouring into me, for empowering me and for trusting me in this task of sharing your love.
I love you.
Your Tabbi
