Sometimes life is like a day dream, you arrive in a new place with eyes full of wonder, everything seeming so new and so real. Sometimes you feel alive, rain beating down on your face, feet in the mud. Sometimes life seems unreal, you’re serving such a faithful lord in such an amazing place. But sometimes, life is like a storm, full of unpredictability and sadness. Recently I have experienced all of these things, but more than anything, the storm. Although I know that the Lord has plans for whatever may happen, I’m still feeling the immense pain that comes along with the storm.
Through this though, I have learned that it’s okay to feel pain, it’s okay to grieve, it’s okay to not be okay. Sometimes it is better to feel everything than nothing at all. With pain comes growth, so pain is something I am willing to feel for the sake of my life, the Lord and my future.
