Wow what a calling the Lord has called me to. To explore the nations, serving the lord. To bring hope and joy of the lord to the broken. I thought going into the process it would be easy, people would be donating like crazy. The whole process in general would be easy. Oh boy was I so wrong. It is not easy to follow out the things the lord wants us to do . I have grown so much in my spiritual journey through this process. And I have to say the Lord has me exactly where he wants me. Through all of this he has showed me that I need to rely and trust in him through EVERYTHING. This whole beginning process is all about trusting him 100%. That none of this is worth it if the Lord isn’t in it. I’m not going to lie there has been some trying time where I threw my hands in the air and said ” I give up, I don’t wanna do the world race anymore. Obviously that was just words because I DO wanna do this. This is my passion, there isn’t anything I have wanted more in my life. I did think though at this time of my life I would be getting married and having a child in the next couple years. Though I know the lord will bring that though later on, it isn’t time for that now. The Lord has a even better calling for me at this time. And I do know that all the trials I am going through is just an attack from the enemy to keep me from doing the Lords work. And let me tell you that ISN’T going to happen, I wont listen to lies I wont give in. I am going to trust in the lord with all my heart. I will rely on him and him only. Please keep me in your prayers through this time. Until next time…
