I guess im kind of behind on this blogging thing…
This has been an interesting season for me. In October I moved up to Pennsylvania from my home in Texas to live with my older brother and his wife and children. They were due for another baby and I decided I would come up and help them in anyway I could. The next thing I knew I was a nanny of three children. It was a great few months. But around Christmas I decided I was going to stay in Pennsylvania and get a job to help pay for my trip on the World Race instead of going back to Texas. I moved out of my brothers house and in with my aunt and uncle. This has been a great time of independence and growing into my "adulthood" but it has also been a challenging time.
Ever since the decision to go on the Race, I have been faced with challenging decisions that have tested my faith and stretched me to places I didn't think I would ever go… After starting the book called The Bondage Breaker by Neal Anderson, I realized that I was under spiritual oppression. The Enemy isn't happy about me going on this Race. And he has done a pretty good job of discouraging me these past few months I have been here in Pennsylvania. I feel like I have been in a constant mental battle, fighting to stay true to what I know God wants for me and my own personal desires. It has been one of the most mentally and spiritually tiring times. And it is still an on going war. But I know that in the line of work that I have chosen the Enemy will always be after me. He doesn't like that I want to share as much of God as I can. I just have to learn to be stronger. Wiser. Bolder. Steadfast.
Please pray with and for me as I continue this battle over my mind and the strengthening of my spirit. Thank you for your support.
My fundraising is well on its way, but this is one of the things that the Enemy has been attacking. Trying to make me feel like this is an imposible goal. But I know that God will provide. Please consider supporting me in this was also. It would be an answer to my prayers. Thank you
