WHO AM I??? 
SPOTLESS BRIDE OF CHRIST.
I don't need to know anything else about myself. 
I just want to know who HE is.

The only reason you and I exist is to make the glory of God known; not to know who we are, but to know who we are IN CHRIST.  How come we go through life trying to find out who we are and when we think we have it figured out we try to fix ourselves to become "better" people? What's the point of grace if all were going to do with our Identity is try to improve it, like it can be improved??
The moment God chooses to reveal His 
Son to you, the old is gone. The new has come.
PERIOD.  
GET THAT.

In him also you were circumcised with a circumcision made without hands, by putting off the body of flesh, by the circumcision of Christ, having been buried WITH HIM in baptism, in which you were also raised WITH HIM through faith in the powerful working of God. 

Your life is now hidden IN Christ Jesus. He has delievered us from the domain of darkness and TRANSFERRED us to the Kingdom of his beloved Son.  
If you think your identity is any less then complete oneness with Jesus Christ, then you are telling Him the cross was not enough. When God said "It is finished" he meant it, let's not rob him of his glory, and make this about us.
 
PERIOD 
GET THAT.
 
OH IF WE CAN PURGE THE WAY WE SEE OURSELVES.  If we could just stop soaking in self pity. Self pity is of the devil. Oh God how we love to give Satan the glory.  
TOO much glory. Glory he does not deserve.  We make it so easy on him.  
 Jesus Christ DIED so we could be FREE from ourselves. He disarmed the rulers and authorities and put them to open shame, by triumphing over them. 
PERIOD.
GET THAT. 

God is sovergeign.

"the supremacy of his authority over heaven and earth and hell, without whose permission no man and no demon can move one 
inch, who changes times and seasons, removes kings and sets up kings; does according to his will among the host of 
heaven and among the inhabitants of the earth; so none can stay his hand or say to him, “What have you done?” -John Piper-
His will is NEVER interrupted.
It is NEVER his desire for his children to endure the pain and hurt that some
go through, but never for one second did he say to himself, I didn't know that was going to happen.  We live in a fallen sinful world, But God works ALL things together for good to those who love him.
PERIOD
GET THAT

 

I am tough emotionally, or as Angst would say "No Christian Nice Girl"  
Things don't get to me that easily. I have strong faith. I am a Romans 8:28 girl to the
core.  I think some people are just way too sensitive, but then again I myself can be super insensitive at times. I think some people waste so much time talking about the way they feel.  In an instant I can think to myself ahhhh, these people need to get over it. Why do some people have to over analyze their past?  failures?  It is so easy for me to tell someone to get over it, move on, thats your past, forget about
it.  Why are you still sitting in that?  This is where I am at right now.  I am learning that God has people in different places spiritual then he has me. Yes I get that, but sometimes people just need people like me to give them a little boost out.
Yes Sheri tends to do it a little harsh and brash at times.  God is working that out in me, to will and to work for his good pleasure.  In my weakness he gives me grace to do his will.  I would be lying if I told you it doesnt make me angry that I can't "feel" compassion when I think I should have it.  The battle for my emotions is so strong. I am so damn stubborn.  I don't know what God's gonna have do to break me or how he is going to do it, but I know it's coming. 
It has to.

Hosea 2:16-20