FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME, KNOW THAT I WHEN IT COMES TO DOING SOMETHING I WANT TO DO, NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME. I AM STRONG WILLED AND I EXPECT NOTHING BUT WHAT I WANT.
EVER SINCE TRAINING CAMP I HAVE BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO GET SOMETHING OUT OF GOD. A DIVINE ENCOUNTER. A PRAY LANGUAGE. VISIONS. DREAMS. HIS AUDIBLE VOICE IN MY EAR. PROPHECTIC WORDS. I AM SO JEALOUS OF THE ENCOUNTERS OTHERS HAVE HAD WITH
HIM. IT FRUSTRATES ME. WHY CAN'T I HAVE THAT TO? WHEN IS IT MY TURN? ANYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE HAD TO BE BIG. THE CENTER OF ATTENTION. SPONTANEOUS. CAREFREE. RECKLESS AT TIMES. I SERVE A BIG GOD, SO I EXPECT BIG THINGS FROM HIM. TODAY I SURRENDER THE FACT THAT I MAY NEVER HAVE A DIVINE ENCOUNTER WITH HIM. I MAY NEVER SPEAK IN TONGUES. I MAY NEVER SPEAK PROPHECY. I MAY NEVER HAVE VISIONS. I MAY NEVER HEAR AN AUDIBLE VOICE IN MY EAR TELLING ME SOMETHING SPECIFIC. GOD IS ASKING ME IF I NEVER EXPERIENCE THAT WILL HE STILL BE ENOUGH?
SHERI I REVEAL MYSELF TO YOU IN SCRIPTURE ALL THE TIME. I ANSWER SO MANY OF YOUR PRAYERS. I GIVE YOU THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART. I HAVE PROTECTED YOU FROM MAKING WRONG CHOICES. I HAVE CLOSED DOORS FOR YOU SO YOU WOULD NOT WALK THROUGH THEM. I HAVE PUT YOU IN A FAMILY OF 55+ WHO LOVE YOU TO PIECES AND SEE YOU THE WAY I SEE YOU. I HAVE CHOSE YOU TO GO INTO THE NATIONS. BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD. FIND ME IN THE LITTLE THINGS.
SAMSON HEARD AN AUDIBLE VOICE TODAY FROM THE LORD……."TELL SHERI TO LET GO."
THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE THAT NEEDED TO BE SAID. I KNEW WHAT IT MEANT.
SO HERE IS MY PRAYER. YOU ARE GOOD. YOUR WAYS ARE PERFECT. YOUR TIMING IS PERFECT. YOU KNOW MY HEART. YOU KNOW MY DESIRES. LET THEM BE YOUR DESIRES. MAY I REALIZE THE POWER THAT IS AT WORK IN ME. MAKE ME A PRAYER WARRIOR. MAKE ME A WORSHIP WARRIOR. YOU KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR ME. I TRUST YOU. I DONT WANT TO GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS. WHEN I DON'T FEEL YOU NEAR LORD, HELP ME TO NOT STRAY AWAY FROM WHO YOU ARE. YOU ARE THE SAME YESTERDAY TODAY AND TOMORROW. YOUR EMOTIONS DO NOT CHANGE WHEN MINE DO. I AM TIRED OF TRYING. LORD HELP ME TO REST IN THE LITTLE THINGS THAT YOU SHOW ME. HELP ME TO SEE THE THINGS THAT ARE BIG TO YOU, BUT DO NOT SEEM BIG TO ME. LORD GIVE ME REST FROM MY EMOTIONS. TAKE THIS YOKE. LORD WHEN I DON'T FEEL YOUR PRESENCE MAY I BREATHE IN AND PRESS ON. LORD WHEN THINGS GET TOUGH, MAY I RUN TO YOU AND NOT TO MY COMFORTS. I WANT YOU TO BE MY CONSTANT GO TO. I WANT TO BE SO OBEDIENT TO YOUR VOICE THAT I HEAR NO OTHER. MAY I STAND BOLDLY IN WHO I AM IN YOU AND KNOW THAT IS ENOUGH.
2 Corinthians 10:5-6
Isaiah 60:1-3
