$13,805.
Money is always something people don’t want to talk about or get weird talking about, but honestly, it’s something everyone has to deal with on a daily basis and something that we need to talk about here for a quick minute.
Whether I want to admit it or not, this isn’t going to be accomplished if I try to do it by myself. It’s a HUGE goal. But all the time people are reminding me that as long as I allow the Lord to work on this, things will get done; goals will be met and Christ will be glorified through the miracle.
A year ago, I couldn’t imagine even the thought of having almost $14,000 but now that I HAVE to obtain that amount, it’s a little unnerving.
I’m going to admit that I am scared. I am scared of this goal because if there is one thing I hate most, it’s asking for help. I hate the idea of people having to help me, because, like most American Christians today, I wear the mask of “I have my life together and everything is perfect and things are working out just fine” when in reality, it’s not. My life is far from together and you know what, things aren’t working out. Things are not okay, but I am okay with that. I am perfectly fine with that because I serve a God that works with messy and unorganized.
“I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses… For when I am weak, then I am strong” (1 Cor. 12:9-10).
Scripture, for me, is all the explanation I can give to people sometimes to explain what I feel or how things affect me. For me, my weakness is asking for help. I want to do it alone, but Christ calls us into community to share in our struggles and to bring Him the glory in it.
So here I am. Stripped of my mask and being vulnerable, boasting in my weakness because I know that where I am weak, Christ is strong and He will make me strong.
I challenge you that if you feel the Lord laying it on your heart to give, you can click right on the top of the page and give right there. Easy as that!
This is an opportunity to glorify God unlike any i’ve ever been given and it’s going to be SO FUN! I love the chance to connect with people and share my story with them and share what God is doing in my heart and the hearts of people around me.
Join me in my journey of changing hearts and having my heart changed forever.
I love you all and pray for you constantly.
