July 15-20
Relationship
Daddy, my heart is broken, can you fix it?
Week 2 of the race and I already don't want to leave the country that I am in. God has me here in Honduras to build relationships with the guys here at Zion's Gate, especially Herman. We connected over the weekend and have been hanging out all week. Such a good guy! I don't even know where to start.
Redemption.
God is so good. Herman has had a rough life. Not in a fuzzy, poor guy kind of way, but he is lucky to still be alive. My heart breaks. I love this kid! The streets are not the place for a kid and at 14, Herman was facing them alone. He needs to write a book. Herman's story is that of redemption, and grace. God may allow things to happen, but it is because there is a purpose. Herman's life is not a mistake. It is a story that will bring many to Christ. He has such a big heart, and wants to continue to grow in Christ. He is able to connect with others quickly and keep their attention. A gift that not everyone has.
Relationships… Not something that I would say I am good at. If you take the time to befriend me, then I am usually good at being a friend. However, here in Honduras, I have had to open up quickly. We are here for a short time and if God is going to create meaningful relationships then I have to be obedient and take the risk of being hurt. At first I talked to God and told Him, of I connect like this in every country then I am not going to have a heart left! But He told me He gave me His heart and so I will not loose my heart. I think I will return to Zion's gate, if nothing less, at least to visit everyone again. Nothing is by chance.
My heart is here, and it's broken. I have really enjoyed being able to be a part of Hermans life! And want to continue to be his big sis.
To God be the glory, forever and ever.
