Do you want to be a my masterpiece?
Do you trust me to take you to the bottom of your self in order to find the greater of me living in you?
Are you ready to be molded, and shaped in the fathers hands?
Do you want to know my greatest love that I have for you?
Your scared, but do you trust me that I wont let you fall?
These are the questions God asked me during my week of training camp.
Over this year God was trying to go deep in my heart, but you know that part of your self that you are
so scared to show because you don’t want anyone knowing about it, even God?
Yep thats right, I was at this point.
I had come to a point in my walk where God was wanting everything, even that dark place I didn’t want
to visit, and I wasn’t ready for him to see it.
I was covered in shame over my choices I made in life, and even though I knew I was forgiven,
I didn’t feel like God could forgive my past mistakes I made over these last 2 years, and certain
mistakes from my childhood.
I became that Christian that went to church every Sunday, sang on the worship team, youth group
pastor, very involved with my family and core group, but yet was missing out.
This week in training camp God went so deep that nothing was hidden.
I knew what God was after, but was I ready to give this part of me to him?
A part I had held on to for so long, and didn’t want to visit, God was ready.
One night at worship he asked me, do you trust me?
You love you family, but do you love me more?
You are scared of giving everything to me because you are ashamed, but do you want the rest of
these chains to break?
When I said yes, I felt chain after chain that was so deep in me break.
Tear after tear fell of my face, and with each tear I felt healing.
The willingness of my heart to say yes, brought me to a place of such love and intimacy with the lord I
have never went to before.
That week, and that yes changed my life forever.
But guess what?
Now I have to fight for that inheritance!
And I will have to fight for that healing God did in me everyday!
Each day is a new day, and a new blessing to go deeper with God, but the question is
will you go there?
Will you do what ever it takes to fight for your inheritance with God?
I have found a greater love that God has placed in my heart, and a new joy, and it was all because my
Yes for Jesus to do what he needed to do, took me there.
God asks us to go threw certain hardships in order to grow with him, and when we say yes to the
hardships God turns us into something we never thought we could be.
This goes so much deeper than the world race, The world race has just been a tool God has used.
I am excited to see where God takes me, and my fellow team mates.
I am very excited to see the woman God mold and shapes me into.
I learned something about myself this past month, and its that no matter what I go threw,
or how hard something seems, my “YES” for God will always keep me going in my walk.
And each day I rely on God more, and fall more in love with him.
He is the true lover of heart, and I am a lover of his presence!
And each day for the rest of my life all people will know who my true love is, and who I follow.
His name is Jesus, and he is my bride groom.
I have 4,200 dollars so far, and I know God is going to provide the rest of the money
I need for the world race.
Each day is a new adventure, and way of God proving his love and blessings to me.
Thank you for all who have supported me so far, I need 7,500 before I leave in January.
But for me this goes so much deeper than the money, God is wanting to share his blessings,
and he is wanting to use you and me.
Hopefully this blog inspired, and gave hope to those who are struggling to let chains fall.
Let God go deep, and see the inner person he is calling you to be!
Thank you, and God bless,
Sareece 🙂
