Ok so you just want the scoop on my life right now? let me lay it out for you πŸ™‚

I live in Baltimore, MD right now..specifically Canton, near a nice big park that i would walk my dear cat Lola in if she would cooperate when i put her on a leash. God placed me near this park because there is this big pond with ducks, he knows i love ducks and cares about the little things in my life πŸ™‚ I was just listening to the ducks one day, closing my eyes..they sound like their laughing..it was amazingly hilarious. 

So i have a mother and father who are still together and 3 siblings:

Benjamin: hes 29 and does something with computers, hes a techy kind of guy πŸ™‚

Emily: She's 27 a certified CPA accountant (i might be writing that wronge) she has a dog sweet pea that is the cutest little firecracker and because i have no nieces or nephews i call sweet pea my neice. 

Elizabeth: She's 23, graduting from Lehigh in 2 weeks and is off to med school in august πŸ™‚ 

All my family lives in the lehigh valley, Pennsilvania.

I was Born in Albany, Ny. Since then ive lived in New Hampshire, Massachusetts, Arizona, PA and now Maryland. 

I cry allot, because my heart has been broken for Gods people. God says if you love me you will love my people..well that means everyone..everyone is a child of God. It hurts me now to see someone else hurt. I want to be their comfort and i want to give them love, hope and show them theirs a love like no other that can fill that pain. And from that an endless joy will arise like they have never felt, the joy of God in your heart πŸ™‚ 

The other day i went to the hospital and prayed over a 24 year old boy i had never met. His dad had asked me to pray for him, so i did. He had a surgery two weeks before because he started having seizures and some other complications(he had been doing drugs and smoked some PCP). The point is that after the surgery he only had 1/3rd of his brain left. Seeing this young boy sitting in a hospital facing the rest of his life as a vegetable ( if they dont pull the plug) filled me with immense sadness. I understand he made wrong decisions, but i also understand my God is a forgiving God, he washes you clean, completly when you ask him.  I wished i could of met him befor this happened, maybe helped him out. I need to keep living my life everyday with a purpose, an eternal purpose, intentional living. I need to spread the love of God and the reason Jesus came to the earth, to let people know this is not it, this is not the end, put your faith, hope, trust, happiness, confidence in Jesus, he will never fail you…and i just want everyone to know this.