I never thought I would get sick on the evening before my 26th Birthday but it happened and I’m so glad it did. The past month, I have been storing up so many negative thoughts and judgment about people on my squad and team due to my selfishness, arrogance and stubbornness. Puking all this junk out of my body, mind and heart has allowed me to start afresh on the first day of my 26th year, and re-hold onto God’s truth and purpose for my life.
This morning, I received a birthday card from all the girls I’ve been staying with. Inside the card it says, “May your heart’s desires be fulfilled by Him on your birthday and in the coming year” with a verse from Psalm 37:4 (KJV), “Delight thyself also in the Lord; and He shall give thee the desires of thine heart.” Despite the past month of me using my own strength to get what I want and storing up negative thoughts because I haven’t been able to get what I want, I start afresh with delighting myself in Jesus, knowing that He will bless me in the way that He knows best, now and in the future.
I do love my squad and team and I won’t let Satan take over my thoughts again for this year ahead. Would you hold me accountable to this and will you look over your life and recognise the negative things that you are storing in your heart that needs to be puked out? Jesus wants to give you a fresh new start and all you need to do is say yes. Praying for you all and hope you all feel as special as I do on this day of my birth! =)
