A couple of people have asked me about training camp and
asked how it went. In short I would reply great because I don’t know how to put
an experience like training camp into words. I sometimes feel like I have to be
cautious about what I say because mentioning the Holy Spirit or saying words
like prophesying, visions, healings both physical and emotional (of which I was
a witness of) or talk about speaking in tongues freaks people out. Maybe people
prefer the phrases “speaking words of life” or “the Lord spoke to me”. Whatever
you may want to call it – the Lord is MOVING and He is doing GREAT things in
our lives that are moving us CLOSER to Him. Yes, I know some may not understand
it and that is OK but that doesn’t mean that we should completely shut it out
before 1. Praying about it and 2. Look into Scripture. Here’s some food for thought http://carm.org/christianity/christian-doctrine/verses-showing-identity-ministry-and-personhood-holy-spirit  and 1 Corinthians 2 and 1 Corinthians 14:37-40.
It is really discouraging to have the people I love not be
excited or encouraging about this trip. I know that most times it may not be
intentional, but it still stings a little.
Thinking back on some conversation I’ve had with people, I
want to give small clarifications.
I AM NOT GOING ON
THIS TRIP TO:

  •       Find a
    spouse
    . We are not even allowed to date or pursue anyone for the next 11 months starting the day we got accepted to the race! Besides, this WAS NOT EVER MY INTENTION. Ask my close
    friends aka Liz Monroe (
    Lizmonroe.theworldrace.org).

  •       I WILL
    NOT be sleeping in hotels
    – we might be sleeping in insect filled housing
    to sleeping in hostels to sleeping in tents to sleeping on buses (training camp
    prepared us for sleeping on buses). It will not be comfortable. Maybe once in a
    while we might stay in a nice housing ministry sight.

  •       I am not
    going on this trip to run away from something.
    I am a very honest person
    and I believe in
    CONFRONTING YOUR FEARS
    rather than
    RUNNING AWAY. For so
    long I have kept to myself and it has eaten away at me but now, I have found
    FREEDOM IN CHRIST and I have NOTHING TO FEAR because the PERFECT LOVE OF CHRIST DRIVES OUT FEAR.
    I speak out and I go in
    BOLDNESS and
    CONFIDENCE knowing that the Lord is
    beside me walking with me through life.

I AM GOING ON THIS TRIP:

  •       Because I want MORE OF GOD.

  •       I want MORE OUT OF LIFE than what I already
    know.

  •       I want to have to be on my hands and knees and
    pray for the Lord to provide in certain ways. Here in America, we have it 
    SO EASY! Anything and everything you
    want we can have – food, water, clothes, medical attention, education, safety,
    freedom, rights, jobs, money, transportation, medication and the list goes on
    and on…..

  •       To face
    injustice and suffering and wrestle with God.
    HE’S BIG ENOUGH to handle my questions, skepticism and little
    understanding.
I want to make this clear. I am not taking a vacation. I will be working and serving. Just
because the Lord is doing something in my life that might not be in the same
manner that others have experienced God, it DOES NOT MEAN IT’S WRONG. If it is biblical then why not be
encouraging?? Sometimes we twist Scripture to cater to OUR UNDERSTANDING and OUR
PERCEPTIONS
and NEGLECT the Word
for what it truly is.
It’s time for GOD TO
MOLD US THROUGH SCRIPTURE
than for us to MOLD GOD AND SCRIPTURE TO OURSELVES AND OUR SELFISH DESIRES.

Church – Let’s start being REAL.