I was dreading this week when I knew I had to say goodbye to dear friends and family. I have never cried so much in all my life. Been crying myself to sleep this past week from all these goodbyes cause saying this one word has never hurt so bad. Some goodbyes did not go how I wanted them, some where a normal goodbye and some I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye too. The word says that our sorrow may last for the night, but his joy comes in the moring; I don’t think it has set in yet… It was not easy saying these goodbyes, but the more I think about it these goodbyes it is turning into a new hello. We are saying goodbye as I say hello to this to this call that Jesus has giving me and how I will impact the Kingdom.
Is this new hello going to be easy? No. Is this new hello going to be rewarding? Yes. This new hello is scaring me a lot. In a past blog I wrote about not easy following Jesus, this is about the same. It is not going to be easy, I’m risking everything to get here and everything while out here. I am excited what is in store for me this coming year as I walk in obedieance to the Lord.
Well the time is here!!! I am here in Atlanta for launch for final information and training before leaving for China on Tuesday. I am gettig excited, scared, sad, and other emotions all wrapped up in a ball. I have no idea what to expect or what the Lord has in store for me. I do thank everyone who has been behind me in prayers and finacially thus far and I hope that it continues.
Let’s all make an impact for the Kingdom!!!
