This isn’t a “fancy” blog.
It is me being real….
I desire this quite often….
I have experienced it though…
I soak it up when it happens……
Want to know what it is?? Well, here you go!
I finally come across a serene night. Longing in despair for it, I seem, for a while now.
It is the tranquility of life tonight that makes my soul rest….no one here, no animals, no airplanes (well wouldn’t you know, when I am writing this…an airplane passes over me..haha) no cell phone, no nothing… just me and My Jesus!
Desiring to acquire more of Him.
Tonight arrived (inevitably), or could I say… I arrived??…just a thought…. I am Robby—Broken—Humbled by His grace and mercy—Proud to be in the family of Christ—Jumping for Joy—Desiring always to be challenged—Questions—Getting to rest in my Fathers arm like a child that just got through playing a little league soccer game for 90 minutes (well okay, a grown man)—A little fearful—Viewing my faith—Battling satan once again with his little schemes that he likes to throw at me at random—Appreciating that God sees me as a righteous man always—Knowing without a doubt in my soul that He is truth and nothing less—Thinking how my thoughts aren’t His…again! Seeing the beauty of the stars and the moon—How He knows each one of them by name—Trying to comprehend space—Seeing a tree whose branches resemble a spider web and how that parallels to my life at times—Looking at the moon and seeing how vivid it is…..I feel him when I see creation—Realizing that God knew me before humans even existed—The question of “why” running through my head—Excited of the future—Honored and humbled for what God has told me the last month in a half—I want to love deeper—Questions about my future—Loving life—Knowing when I share about what He has done in my life… I know for a fact, He is receiving all the glory through it and how humbled I am to be just one in a billion (I am sure more) vessles He uses daily— I desire more of Him—
Endless basically, I know……though, for me, all this correlates back to His beauty and majesty!!
I AM…probably the shortest sentence in English, yet so powerful… John 18:5.
How can I not love the Lord??? He choose to die for me…. showing what the perfect sacrifice and love was to follow….big steps fo’ sur’ (ya dog…like that?) :>)… even though my little brain feels that it is nearly impossible to follow this because I am only human! Jesus gently remindes me through that whisper of His…….”Robby, I reside in you,” hmm?
On a night like this……
Robby
