These past couple weeks I've spent a lot of time thinking about my inadequacies. To say that I have a few faults here and there would be an understatement and I'm not saying this as if I walk around with a huge self-esteem problem. I don't. I know what I'm good at and I know what I'm not good at. I've just been thinking a lot about the latter as of late. Needless to say, it makes me nervous for this process and for the next year ahead. But despite my anxious worries, God has stayed calm and provided what I need…as if He has the confidence in me that I don't have.
Training camp is going to be a great challenge for me. And I'm very excited. I booked my ticket the other day and remembered the lack of camping experience I have. It's going to be a week of firsts for me.
"I know my call despite my faults and despite my growing fears." Mumford & Sons
