So if you don't know me, I like to tell myself (and other people) that I am God's princess. He always takes care of me, provides for me, protects me and just has a special love for me. So as I am sleeping in the beautful country of South Africa, on a top bunk, in a room full of my fellow women racers, God begins to speak to me. I listen and He gives me a message for women. I know that it was minstering to me but I believe that He wants me to share this word with other women. So I woke up out of my sleep, grabbed my journal and pen, and just began to write what God was speaking to me and then fell back asleep. This is what I wrote in my journal:

                       "God loves you! Just the way you are. I mean He REALLY loves you. And in my own opinion, I would like to say a little more than the men. Ok, I know He loves us all but seriously, what daddy does not have a special place in his heart for his little princess. You are a princess. Jesus is the King of Kings and Lord of Lords. You are Royalty. You are Worthy. You are Beautiful. God made you in His image. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. I declare a breakthrough today. Chains are being broken. Low self-esteem, be gone in the name of Jesus. Insecurities, be gone in the name of Jesus. Self-consciousness, be gone in the name of Jesus. No sense of worth, I speak against that in the name of Jesus. Satan has told you lies for far to long. Satan be gone in the name of Jesus! You have no authority over my mind, over my feelings, and over my life. God is just pouring out His love to you right now. Recieve it. Allow God to love you and know that you are His chosen vessel. God has created you to fulfill a purpose here on earth. Ask God to reveal what your purpose is and then walk into who He has created you to be. God's plan for our life is way better than any plan we could ever have for ourselves. Just give Him your life and step into your calling, you Mighty, Beautiful, Precious, Worthy women. I love you and Jesus loves you. God Bless."

        I pray that this ministers to a woman's heart. I have already gotten an opportunty to share this with a group of girls in my squad and mght get an opportunity to share it with the women here at the minisrty site we are staying at (http://www.popup.co.za/). It ministered to mine and I am in awe of how much God loves me. He loves me no matter what I've done, am doing, or will do. I can be in Africa preaching the gospel, raising people from the dead, loving on orphans, I can be home sitting in front of the t.v. eating a bowl of cereal, or I could be falling into my sinful nature and be at my lowest and He will still love me the same. UNCONDITIONAL  LOVE!!!! Wow God!!!!! Thank You!!!!!