We played ultimate frisbee and I tricked a girl on the other team to throw me the frisbee, and then preceeded to break the only real rule of the game, I ran with it. we had kinda funky stuff too eat today but thats not that important. What is important is the worship.
So the band played and I danced, I felt like I could breath the heavyness of the spirit in the room and I danced. I danced like no one was looking, like nothing was in exsitance except me, the music and the spirit. I danced with reckless abandon, a woman came up and hugged me which made me nervous and confussed (I just didn’t get why) and so i was more cautious in my dancing . Then during a lul I sat down and rested, I didn’t get up right away but when i did I felt compelled to go out to the field because I wanted to feel the coming rain on my face. So I stood and I waited, then I danced and I waited but no rain came. I asked God to please open up the sky and rain on my forehead like kisses. When I was younger and first fell in love with God the rain was his kisses and when i felt the need for fatherly love it would often rain and I would get kisses from my father. Eventually I gave up on the field and as I made my way back to the pavillion a ton of frogs jumped across my path which I very loved, they are so cute. Dishartened I sat on the step of the pavillion and tapped my foot to the music. Then a councilor I still don’t know came up to me and grabbed my face, she swayed my head to the music for a little bit and then kissed me on the forehead and walked away. I thought for a second “ewww i was sweaty that probably tasted bad, strange woman kissing strangers, she’s brave…” and then like a lightning bolt from the back of my mind I remembered my request for a kiss on the forehead. I sat there mouth agape for a few minutes astounded at what had just transpired. When the music stopped I walked up to her and asked her “why did you kiss my forehead?” and she said “I dunno” very nonchalantlly, I think she could tell in my expression that there was something more to be said, so she asked why i asked and I explained the kisses and the field and that she had done exactly what I had asked for. She hugged me and kissed me again and told me about God’s love, and that hug didn’t make me nervous or throw me because i was ready for it, and I understood why. After that I danced a little more, but mostly i was done because I had gotten my moment for the night, I didn’t need anymore.
