So much going on all at the same time, but that's life isn't it?
My goal was to write a blog entry every weekend, but seeing how it is Thursday night, I am about a week behind on that goal, but that's life isn't it?
It's almost April and the semester is amping up, while everyone's energy is winding down, but that's life isn't it?
Everyday seems like it carries so much and is so weighty until you look back and realize so much of the stress was just in your head, but that's life isn't it?
People will complain about how expensive it is to eat right, but they pay hundreds and thousands of dollars for medication and doctor's appointments, but that's life isn't it?
Seems like God remains silent when we are in desperate need of a clear answer, but that's life isn't it?
This week when I had so much work to do was the week that everyone wanted to catch up, but that's life isn't it?
I am against homosexuality and gay marriage, but don't know how to wisely express my views without sounding like a bigot, but that's life isn't it?
I love music, but there's times when I drink in silence like a tall glass of water, but that's life isn't it?
One moment I am in love with school and completely immersed in my work and my studies and another moment, I want to forsake everything and join a worship band, but that's life isn't it?
There are times where I am really enjoying Michigan and at the same time, really want to be home, but that's life isn't it?
In the past month and a half, dozens of people have told me that they will suppport me on the World Race, yet only two people have donated, but that's life isn't it?
I could go on and I'm sure you have a ton of things to add to list as well, but I will stop because I think you get the point. At this point of my life, very little is certain, very little is clear, most things are changing daily, interacting with other people amplifies the complexity of life, but also the beauty of life. Reading God's Word makes me feel challenged and encouraged at the same time. Being in fellowship is both stretches me and supports me. My head bounces all over the place in the span of a day and it is cray (which means crazy for all those who don't know).
I am so glad that even when I can't get it together, keep it together, or figure out if "being together" is even worth it, God is on the throne; He's in control; and it will all work together for the good. Praise Jehovah!
