For the past three weeks I have been experiencing unbearable
stomach pains which have caused me to see over three doctors in the past week.
I have had a cat scan, ultra sound, x-rays, blood work, urine samples, and a
few other things and none of these tests have been able to show what is going
on in my body.
I have been continually encouraged by friends and family
during this time of pain and sickness which has kept my spirit high but, today
is hard.
I came home to try and raise support for my next trip to G42
which is in three weeks. I was home
for maybe 2 hours and then I find myself in the hospital yet again with this invisible pain.
I missed church today which is where I was hoping God could show up in some way
but, now I am back to being lost and not knowing what to do. Sometimes I am so
sure that God is going to provide and then other days I am very discouraged.
Just like the race I heard God call me to go to G42 for training in media and
discipleship to prepare me for the calling He has placed on my life.
In 2013 I am preparing to film a documentary based around
missions in South America. God has not revealed the “where” or the “what” yet
but, He has said go.
So God has said go and every day I have to fight against the
devil whispering no into my ear. The enemy’s latest attack has been my
sickness. I feel weak, vulnerable, and in the midst of everything discouraged.
This is not God’s will for my life.
Please pray with me that God will heal my stomach and kill
this invisible pain that the doctors can’t seem to understand. I am going to G42 in three weeks! I
speak that over my life because that is what I have been called to do. I need
support. I am open to however you bring the funds in God and in the midst of
discouragement, pain, and loneliness I will trust you with the promise you have
spoken over my life.
This sickness is just a distraction from the devil. Please
partner with me and believe that God will send me to G42 in three weeks. If anything pray with me
and encourage me by leaving a comment with positive words.
If you need more information on G42 please click on this
link to read my latest blog explaining what G42 is.
I will prove myself to be an unstoppable man of faith.
Nothing can hold me back from the promises the Lord has for me.
