Hello all!
Just updating you all on my month here in El Salvador. 🙂
This month I have already been reminded of many important things, but through being sick, I was reminded of how special my time is here. So anyways, backing up to the beginning of this month….
Well, a few days into this month I ended up getting sick, and it ended up being a stomach infection. Whatever that means…They think it was something I ate, or drank in a previous country. My teammate, Regina and I had to go to the doctor here in El Salvador. It wasn’t quite like American hospitals, but we got our medicine and have been resting a lot. It is not fun being away from home sick. But in these days of resting, Jesus has taught me the power of rest not only for my physical health, but mental health. But I was also realizing how much I’m missing out on. I was angry I got sick. I was annoyed that I had to sit in bed all day, when everyone else was out working. I felt useless. But He has reminded me an appreciation of what I’m here for. That time is precious. That being sick for 6 days sucks, but these tough days now, are going to bring life later.
It reminds me of when I first became a Christian. That during my struggles, that’s when I learned the most. That’s when I needed something more, something bigger than myself. I needed God. This may sound stilly to compare that time to being sick, but feeling alone and useless, I needed something more to rely on.
When day after day I felt useless, and my body was weak, I knew I was still here for a reason. God has shown me that he is still by my side. He is still fighting for me, and I need to continue to fight too. That relying in Him, He will be my strength. God put me here to use me. To use me even if I’m sick at the moment.
I’ve seen generosity during this time. I’ve seen a family who barely knew me, take such good care of me. Who is generous in their time, their words, and love. Who knew that when I was weak and vulnerable in sickness, loved and cared for me. And this wouldn’t happen without Jesus. That We are all sons and daughters of Him. He has given us each other, and to rely on each other in times like this. Something in my heart has shifted. Something that has taught me more of what Jesus’ love looks like. So to those of you reading this, I’m telling you this to relay the message of Gods love for us. He will never leave our sides. Even when we feel far away from him in moments. On days we feel powerless, useless, and pointless. But through those times He shows us just how strong we are with Him on our side.
This verse has really been keeping me joyful during this past week so I thought I would share.
“For fear not, I am with you. Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
-Isaiah 41:10
I’m finally feeling better and back to work though. It feels good to be doing work and how to learn from a small experience of being sick. But also how precious time is with the people around me. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers through the next few days to be back to 100% healthy!
Love you all!
P.S. I’m still not to my fundraising deadline, so please keep me in your prayers for that too. 🙂
