Deadline #2: $7,500 by December 19th
What if I don't make the deadline?
Well, it's kind of simple. I won't launch January 9th. I won't be able to go on the World Race as planned. The thought of me not going doesn't bring up any emotion other than confusion. This is the only sense of direction that I have right now. So if it does not happen, then I would be left with the question,
"Well, what do I do now?"
I keep writing and asking and talking and tweeting and facebooking and asking over and over again. I'm trying not to ask too much and to be cautious with my words. I'm trying to respect people and the calling I have.
There are two things I need though:
- Prayer
- Financial Support
Daily I pray for God to either shut this door and to open a new one or for financial support to come in.
If I don't make the deadline, well… I don't know. I haven't planned anything else because I truly believe that I've been prepared for The World Race. I feel as though I am supposed to be an encourager and supporter to my team. I want to be a friend. I want to love others.
If I don't make the deadline it would feel like applying to only one college, believing you were going to go, and then receiving a response of rejection. OH, NO.
If I do make the deadline, I will get to share the Gospel through love around the world.
I believe that God's will is the only plan that will come to flourish. I am confident that whatever happens, was always meant to be. I will find reliance in Him. I will continue to seek Him.
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I want to also thank everyone! Thank you all for reading and keeping up with my journey. Thank you for being so supportive through words of encouragement, prayer, and financial gifts. I have been reached out to by so many people. I've been able to reconnect with old friends, connect with new friends and continue building current friendships. I've been able to share my heart and story with so many. I feel so loved and blessed. I am being challenged to grow as an individual but I have so much support in that. Thank you.
