Since being back to the states I've had my ups and downs. Somedays I'm in a good spot and other days I am not.

To be quite honest my biggest struggle is figuring out how to live a radical life for Jesus here in the states. What does that look like? Too often I am looked at as just a nice girl who loves Jesus.

Don't get me wrong, this is a compliment, but I'm getting tired of people just seeing that. I want people to see the power of God living through me. I want people to see their need for God like the very air that they breathe.

It's got to be more than being kind, generous, praying, attending church, etc. Most people I know think that I just do these things because I believe in Jesus. It's ok for you, but not me…as though thats all it is. 

I'm tired of all the heartbreak and chains in this world. I want to know what it looks like to live a radical life for Christ here in America…so that people can see HE's so much more!!!