Have you ever had the feeling something huge is about to happen? Or, maybe not something huge, but something really different. Something out of the norm for your life. Something that makes you nervous, excited or even fearful. Things like this can often shape us, the things we would have looked forward to if we weren’t freaking out. They are the moments in any given time period that we remember the most about. The part when it’s all crazy and it’s all great. “The Breakdown” I know what you probably thinking, “Breakdown sounds kinda bad Nick,” allow me to explain what I mean. Nearly every hardcore song has a breakdown in it, any good hardcore kid knows what I’m talking about. Its the part of the song the crowd loves the most. The part where they all go crazy. Basically the culmination of all the metalness and screaming. Lost? Imagine it like this. The song is a Baseball game and the home run is the breakdown. It is essentially the craziest and best part of most metal songs. That is what I feel like is coming in my life. If this trip was a song, then the breakdown coming. The part that everything else has been leading me too. I feel the pressure building and I know that the best part, or the part I will remember the most of all, is getting ready to happen.
God, let me see what you want me to see, let me do what you would have me to do and let me become what you created me to be. Give me my Breakdown.
Nick
