I have been hit hard lately, I lost my job and got my heart broken a little bit. While I am still standing, I would be telling a lie if I said that it felt good. I thought that I had this whole World Race thing figured out. Just when things start to make sense that’s when the curve ball came! So its time once again to put my neat little plans away and remember that Gods plan is PERFECT!! I hear the enemy saying that this is impossible for me. That it cant be done or that I’m not going to make it. I don’t have time for that. There is too much work to be done for my Fathers kingdom both here in Stockton and around the world. I do not have time for satan to tell me how I am going to feel or how I am going to react to the curve balls in life. He loves to bring up the past, the emotional road blocks, and the reminders of pre-Jesus behaviors. But my identity is not found in those things, it is rooted in Jesus Christ. When my mind gets chaotic while the idea of impossible things comes to light I choose to think about my family history. About the man who died on a cross and rose from the grave. Jesus shattered the mold of impossible so that I could live and breathe. So that I could sit here are write this and declare that there is nothing that satan can whisper to me that will change my mind about this mission or that will change my heart. Actually the fact that the enemy doesn’t like it makes me want to go on this mission all the more!! hehe
